Saturday, January 25, 2014

Snowy Mornings

After sleeping in (which I've been doing a lot of these past few weeks, since I have nowhere to be except Sunday mornings), after cuddling with kitties in bed under the warm blankets on our bed, after finally hauling my big belly out of my snuggly nest, I donned my robe went downstairs to sit in my chair and enjoy my daily cup of coffee.

I love the view from my chair, when I turn my head to look through dining room and out into the world beyond the walls of our home. Want to see?


The picture doesn't do it justice. Try as I might, I couldn't capture the light and detail of what I see with my eyes. I need to become a better photographer. Anyway- here's what I see:

The sunlight that filters in through the open shades makes the wooden floors look the color of syrup- amber and gold. The alcove is bright and inviting, and the colors of the curtains pop: red, aqua, orange, with hints of lime green on a buttery yellow background. Happy curtains. I love them. 

Looking through the windows the snow is drifting down, blanketing the world in white. The branches of the spindly, naked bushes outside reach up to heaven like arms, or bulrushes, and it's not difficult to imagine that they stand between our home and a pond, instead of the house next door. When I sit and look out the window, I can't see the other homes, or cars, or swing sets that flank on us either side. All I can see are those branches, and snow, and big evergreen trees in the distance. It is beautiful, and peaceful. I could sit and look out this window for hours.

But, alas, there are things to do. I can't sit here forever, even if I'd like to. Stay warm!

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Sermon: Connect-the-Dots

**This sermon was given at The United Methodist Church in Madison on Sunday, January 19, 2014. I was inspired by Ben Lee, student pastor of the Oxford Colonial and Summerfield UMC's who first used the image of puzzles in relation to baptism.**

John 1:29-42

The next day he saw Jesus coming towards him and declared, ‘Here is the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world! This is he of whom I said, “After me comes a man who ranks ahead of me because he was before me.” I myself did not know him; but I came baptizing with water for this reason, that he might be revealed to Israel.’ And John testified, ‘I saw the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove, and it remained on him. I myself did not know him, but the one who sent me to baptize with water said to me, “He on whom you see the Spirit descend and remain is the one who baptizes with the Holy Spirit.” And I myself have seen and have testified that this is the Son of God.’
The next day John again was standing with two of his disciples, and as he watched Jesus walk by, he exclaimed, ‘Look, here is the Lamb of God!’ The two disciples heard him say this, and they followed Jesus.When Jesus turned and saw them following, he said to them, ‘What are you looking for?’ They said to him, ‘Rabbi’ (which translated means Teacher), ‘where are you staying?’ He said to them, ‘Come and see.’ They came and saw where he was staying, and they remained with him that day. It was about four o’clock in the afternoon. One of the two who heard John speak and followed him was Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother.He first found his brother Simon and said to him, ‘We have found the Messiah’ (which is translated Anointed). He brought Simon to Jesus, who looked at him and said, ‘You are Simon son of John. You are to be called Cephas’ (which is translated Peter).




I have always enjoyed puzzles. Not just jigsaw puzzles, although I’ve spent countless hours over the years bent over a table, trying to fit tiny pieces together to create the image on the box. What I really enjoy are word or number puzzles. I think the only reason I ever picked up my undergraduate school’s newspaper was for the crossword puzzle, and it wasn’t even very good. If I could get my hands on an extra copy of The Baltimore Sun, I could usually complete the crossword puzzles for the first half of the week (my mom could do every day of the week- in ink!). My favorite homework assignment in elementary school was completing or creating word searches with the weekly vocabulary words. I was delighted when I found an app on the iPhone that has word searches! And I loved, loved, loved Sudoku. In my home growing up the newspaper always ended up in the bathroom, probably because that was the only place my mom could get a moment of peace with four daughters. I would go in the bathroom and rifle through the paper until I found the daily Sudoku puzzle. I would get lost in the numbers, trying to fill in the blanks without duplicating anything in each row and column--- sometimes I would get interrupted by a knock on the door. Just checking to make sure I hadn’t fallen in.

I think the first puzzles I ever did, though, were in the pews of the church I grew up in. You see, every week when we first got to church we stopped by the ushers and got two bulletins. The grown-up bulletin, with the order of worship, and the children’s bulletin. Oh how I loved the children’s bulletin! The front always had a picture of the Bible story that you could color in, and the back usually had a empty, framed space with some prompts for you to create your own picture. I always drew horses, no matter what the prompt was. Inside, there were puzzles. Word searches. Another kind of puzzle that I don’t know the name of, but where letters are assigned numerical value and you have to figure out what the numbers are spelling. Or there was another kind where there was just a jumble of letters, like a word search, except you had to circle every fourth letter, then put them together at the end and they spelled something, like, Jesus, or baptism, or Peter, or the Rock. And there were connect-the-dots. I think the connect-the-dots were really the first puzzles I ever did, successfully. How about you? Maybe you don’t think that counts as a puzzle, but I think it does. When you first look at a connect-the-dots, you don’t really have an idea of what you’re looking at, of what the finished product is supposed to be. It only comes to you gradually, as you find and connect each dot in the right order, until finally you have the completed picture. And then- voila! Everything makes sense! Every bump, every curve, each one has led you to complete the big picture.

I think life is like a puzzle. I think life is like a connect-the dots.

Don’t believe me? Look at our gospel lesson for this morning. In our gospel lesson we find John the Baptist, speaking to two of his disciples when Jesus walks by. And John calls out, “Here is the Lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the world!” This is the one I’ve been talking about! I didn’t know it was him at first... When John first encountered Jesus, he didn’t have the full picture. All he knew was that he had been called to baptize with water, had been called to preach repentance, to prepare the way of the one who was coming after him, and that somehow, through his works, the Son of God would be revealed. John the Baptist has had many dots in his life that’s he’s been connecting, but then he finally connects the last dot once he has baptized Jesus, and seen the spirit descend and remain on him as a dove. That last dot completes the picture of John’s ministry, and allows him to proclaim, some days later to his own disciples that, “Here is the Lamb of God!” This exclamation made by John starts a whole new series of connect-the-dots for his disciples, who go off to see for themselves who this man Jesus is. It is a connect-the-dots puzzles that each of the disciples, and we as readers and hearers of the gospels, live out, piecing together puzzle pieces and connecting dots with every miracle, every parable, every teaching that Jesus says. As we journey through the gospels, we connect the dots, until that very last dot is connected, drawing the image to a close on Easter morning, with the big fat dot that is the empty tomb. And we realize that Jesus is the Messiah, the Risen Son of God, who even death cannot contain. Who is, and was, and is to come. With the realization that Jesus truly is the Christ, the one that we’ve been waiting for, we begin our own journey through life as his followers. Our own lives, that are each like a puzzle, filled with moments like dots just waiting to be connected in order to reveal a big picture.

For John the puzzle is completed the moment Jesus rises from the waters of baptism. For each one of us, the journey of connect-the-dots began with the moment the baptismal waters were sprinkled or poured over our heads, the moment when we entered into the community of faith that is Christ’s body the church. Our baptism is not the end, but rather the beginning, sending us forth on a life-long mission of loving God, loving one another, and loving all the world. Our baptism sends us forth with ears open to the voice of the Spirit; having been told that we are beloved children of God, with whom God is well-pleased, we are sent forth to follow the whispers and calls of the Spirit, often down roads that are challenging as we are called to bring forth justice for the least, the last,and the lost, to live lives of kindness, to act with mercy. Sometimes we rise up mountains and are filled with exuberance and joy. Sometimes we go down into deep valleys, and feel lost and lone. Sometimes we wonder why we’re doing what we’re doing, why we believe what we believe, and ask if it’s all worth it. It’s easy to get caught up in these moments and to see them as the big picture, as the end product, like the picture on a jigsaw box. But they’re not. They are only dots, each one connected to the one before it and the one after, each one helping to create an image that will be made clear to us, if not in this life then once we’ve passed through other waters and crossed over to the other side. And it all starts with that moment when we were named and claimed by God. It starts at the moment of our baptism.

And so, on this morning as we reflect on the places we’ve been and look ahead to the places we are called to go, we will also take a moment to remember where it all started. To remember our baptisms, and be thankful.

**Following this reflection we reaffirmed the Baptismal Covenant (UMH 50-52)**

Monday, January 20, 2014

Remember Your Baptism

**The Sunday after Epiphany is another special Sunday, during which the church celebrates and remembers Jesus' baptism as The Baptism of the Lord Sunday. The following is a story that I have used in several settings to begin various sermons the reflect on baptism.**

It was a hot, hot day in the summer of 2010, and I was a stranger in a strange land. I had travelled to Geneva, Switzerland with my classmates for a required cross-cultural experience, a brief stop on our pilgrimage to the ecumenical monastic community of Taize, located in the Burgundy region of France. We were all coming with different hopes and expectations, but on this day, as we trudged through the streets of Geneva, thoughts of our final destination were far from our minds. We were hot. And tired. Our feet hurt. The return to our hostel could not come soon enough. I was regretting the black slacks and black T-shirt I had chosen that morning, and my feet had blisters from the shoes I had worn. We were all in need of refreshment, and the prospect of going to swim in Lake Geneva later that evening may have been the only thing that kept us walking that afternoon.
We had passed a public square earlier in the morning, near a monument the immortalized the devastation land-mines had and continued to wreak in Africa. There were families everywhere, many with small children, populating the square, and the most remarkable thing was happening. Water was bubbling up and bursting forth from the ground. It rose in organized rows, alternating in time and intensity; through the curtains of water children ran laughing, and adults watched from the sidelines, sitting on benches or under the little patches of shade that were available. We watched the streams of water hungrily, no, thirstily, debating amongst ourselves if etiquette would allow us to enter into fellowship with those who danced under the waters.
We ultimately threw caution to the wind; kicking off our shoes and rolling up our pant-legs we let go of our adult inhibitions and ran across the hot cement into the life-giving water. We whooped with joy as it bubbled beneath our feet, and shrieked as the cold, refreshing liquid poured down on us from above. We were drenched. We were ecstatic. We were refreshed... and renewed.

Remember your baptism, we called to one another, laughing, and our impromptu romp of childlike abandon became holy. Amongst this community of pilgrims, with those simple words, it became sacramental. Remember your baptism.

Thursday, January 2, 2014

2013: A Photo Review



2013

JANUARY- matriculation into M.A. Program 



MAY: Commencement


JUNE: Farewell to UMC Madison 


JULY: Appointed as Pastor of Asbury UMC



 AUGUST: annual trip to Starboard Cove, ME



SEPTEMBER: Happy anniversary!!!
                        surprise- it's twins!



OCTOBER: apple-picking in Maryland with the Rohrs girls




NOVEMBER: celebrated Eucharist for the first time


 DECEMBER: merry Christmas!


 Happy New Year
from Amanda, the Rev-Ev, and the two Lady Lions!